Sunday, 13 May 2012

  • Happy Mother's Day!

    This is me when I was first born. My mother is the most amazing woman in the entire world. She deals with so much and never lets her guard down. Sure, we get into a lot of arguments, but in the end, we still love each other. 

     

    Happy Mother's Day to all the moms of Xanga <3

Friday, 11 May 2012

  • Bad Feelings

    I don't really have a whole lot to say. I guess I can start by saying that I finished my first year of college yesterday.

    I thought it'd be an exciting moment, but it turned out to be a shit day. See, Scott and I were talking about moving in together for 2 months over the summer just to get the feel for what it'd be like when we permanently move in. The way I discussed it with my mom made it seem like I wanted to do it right away without a plan of what to do for transportation or a job. This made her freak out and totally unhappy, which left me feeling like a horrible person. Later, Scott told me that my mom is afraid that I'd never come back home and that hurt a lot worse.

    So yesterday, I drove to the Walgreens that's in walking distance from Scott's place and filled out a job application. I know it's not the ideal place, but like I said...it's in walking distance and it'll give me something to do for a couple days out of the week so I won't be left sitting around doing nothing to contribute to the household. When I go home on Sunday, I'm dreading this conversation that I'll have to have with my mom and step-dad...I know they're gonna rip me a new one.

    I wasn't going to post about this, but since Scott's at work right now, I'm alone for a couple hours. It gives me time to attempt to find more places to apply to (within walking distance), gather my thoughts and get some cleaning/laundry done. 

    Regardless of what happens, I will always love my parents, especially my mom, who I've always been close with.

Tuesday, 08 May 2012

  • Razzle

    As stated in my recent pulse, I've been on the search for an adorable, yet affordable puppy to adopt. Of course, this is just to get an idea since I won't be moving in with Scott for another year or two...and we need our own place. Anyway, after searching through countless websites, I finally found one. 

    Razzle G: Jack Russell Terrier, Dog; Stroudsburg, PARazzle G: Jack Russell Terrier, Dog; Stroudsburg, PA

    This is Razzle G. She's a Jack Russel Terrier/Dachshund mix and about 8 weeks old. Isn't she adorable? I wish I could adopt her now because she only costs $270 and that includes vaccinations, worming, quarantine, health certificate, and transportation from Alabama. Of course, since I'm not moving for a while, this little cutie most likely won't be available whenever I move....a girl can dream though, right?

     

    Maybe if I'm lucky, I'll be able to find another adorable puppy like her when the time comes...and the cat will have to deal.

     

Monday, 07 May 2012

Thursday, 03 May 2012

  • Astrology

    I got this idea from @leaflesstree who also got it from @xXxlovelylollipop. I usually don't follow this, but I thought it'd be interesting to check out.

     

    Name: Deanna Dyer 
    September 4 1992 
    7:47 PM Time Zone is EDT 
    Bangor, PA 

    Rising Sign is in 22 Degrees Pisces 
    Very sensitive to your surroundings, other people's feelings become your feelings. Try to avoid negative people because your tendency to empathize with them will make you negative also. An idealist, you must believe in something beyond your normal everyday existence. A dreamer, you like to escape to a world of your own creation. As such, you are known for the vividness of your imagination and should try to share your inner visions with others. Very self-sacrificial by nature, beware of others becoming overly dependent on you or vice versa. Allow yourself to live for yourself once in a while -- you deserve it. Don't be so envious of those who are more aggressive than you -- your gentle charity and true humility are indeed wonderful gifts. on the tenth house cusp (MIDHEAVEN). 

    Sun is in 12 Degrees Virgo. 
    Extremely careful and cautious by nature, you value neatness and order above all else. You rigorously practice very high standards of living and conduct and you demand the same of everyone with whom you come into contact. At times, you are so supercritical that you are merely nit-picky. You are very good at practical skills and quite handy with tools of all kinds. You are also greatly concerned with hygiene, cleanliness and personal health problems. Very likely your health is much better than you think it is -- don't worry so much! Extremely methodical and analytical, you are a perfectionist -- this makes you the perfect person to carry out highly detailed, precise operations. But, at times, you pay so much attention to details that you lose sight of the larger issues. 

    Moon is in 24 Degrees Sagittarius. 
    An idealist, you prefer the grand, the beautiful, the good and the noble. You get very disappointed when your high expectations in life are not met. Very curious by nature, you enjoy traveling and learning about other peoples and cultures. Try to avoid your tendency to ignore the small but important details of living. You are independent and free, and you want others to be that way, too. Optimistic, buoyant and cheerful, others like to have you around. You have an incessant desire to learn as much as possible about metaphysics, religion, philosophy and any other broad, deep subject. Your life tends to be punctuated by bursts of energy and frenetic activity. 

    Mercury is in 03 Degrees Virgo. 
    Very thorough and efficient, you pay attention to the minor but important details of any project. You are a careful thinker who can learn complicated, intricate techniques. You are attracted to practical, useful skills and are probably good at working with your hands. You are very critical of yourself and others, sometimes too much so, and you get the reputation of being a nag or of being nit-picky. Your first reaction to any situation is to try to organize, classify and analyze everything! 

    Venus is in 05 Degrees Libra. 
    A very friendly and outgoing person, you hate to be alone. Beware of a continuing tendency to compromise yourself in order to avoid being lonely. Try to be yourself, not what others would like you to be. You have an innate desire to be in refined and elegant surroundings and will go out of your way to create a plush and comfortable atmosphere around you. You have heightened aesthetic sensibilities and are attracted to music and the arts. Try to avoid using your well-known seductive charm in order to get out of doing what you consider to be dirty work! 

    Mars is in 25 Degrees Gemini. 
    Your energies get turned on quickly whenever anything interests you. But you have a very short attention span and it is difficult for you to complete tasks because something else more interesting always seems to be beckoning. You love to debate and argue, usually in a spirit of friendly disagreement. But watch out that you do not get too overly aggressive or antagonistic or others will be quick to take offense where none may have really been intended. You need to be in constant physical motion -- sports or daily exercise is a must for you if you are to feel fit and healthy. 

    Jupiter is in 22 Degrees Virgo. 
    You feel most expansive and at ease with yourself when you are doing something that you consider to be practical or useful. You enjoy being dutiful and carrying out responsibilities. You gladly take on the little tasks that others seem to want to avoid. At times, you carry things to extremes and feel guilty anytime you do something that you consider to be self-indulgent. While it is appropriate for you to demand little for yourself in life, try to loosen up once in a while -- go out on a fling and enjoy yourself! 

    Saturn is in 13 Degrees Aquarius. 
    Your personal sense of values is a reflection of the value structures of your peer group and of those you respect and admire. Try to be more critical in your acceptance of these values -- you tend to prejudge the abilities of those you trust and then follow what they say blindly. Basically very conservative, you prefer orderly, systematic changes and fear doing things rashly or impulsively. Ideas and philosophies must have some sort of immediately realizable, utilitarian function in order for you to pay any attention to them. 

    Uranus is in 14 Degrees Capricorn. 
    You, and your peer group as well, seek out practical solutions to a changing society's attitudes to customs, traditions and authority structures. Your logical and orderly manner of dealing with these matters will result in permanent and carefully planned, but sweeping, reforms. 

    Neptune is in 16 Degrees Capricorn. 
    You, and your entire generation, will idealize work, practicality and the ability to attain reasonable goals. But, because you will also stress the need to be selfless and giving, you may find it difficult to attain your goals unless you have lowered your expectations on all fronts. 

    Pluto is in 20 Degrees Scorpio. 
    For your entire generation, this is a period of intense research and discovery in areas that were heretofore considered mysterious, remote or taboo. The root causes for many complex occurrences will be unearthed due to the intensity and thoroughness of the search. 

    N. Node is in 27 Degrees Sagittarius. 
    You will probably have many different contacts and acquaintances throughout your life. You're quite gregarious by nature and your natural curiosity about others lets you take the lead in forming new relationships. You'll form close ties with those who have similarly idealistic ideas -- especially those who can stimulate you intellectually in your chosen field of interest. Your enthusiasm for learning new things may also cause you to do quite a bit of traveling. Because you probably will have many wide-ranging interests and concerns, you most likely will have contacts and connections in various parts of the country (or world). 


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    • Name: xdeelynnx
    • Location: Bangor, Pennsylvania, United States
    • Birthday: 9/4/1992
    • Gender: Female
    • Member Since: 10/22/2011